Why me

I stand alone
with no one of my own
people to the left, people to the right
they don't know my plight

I am alone
cold as a stone
all I want is someone to hold
and to be told

'you are not alone'
'you do have a home'
'a place in my heart'
'you had it from the very start'

But no, no one wants to be with me,
no one wants to hold me close and just be
forever in the warm of arms
srounded by lovers charms

They'll fuck me yes
but love me no,
they'd sooner I'd just go.
Before the sun is high in the sky

all I want to know
sweet lord of mine, is why should I be gone
do they want to pretend
will I ever mend?

why me sweet lord?
will he ever love me and not get bored,
of the hugs and holds,
to stop me from feeling the cold