You Come To Me Tonight

I awake from my disturbed nightmare,
and dark shadows become enemies as they remind me of you.
I have become unaware of my skin,
so I can't feel it crawl when you touch me.
I've become unaware of my heart,
so I can't feel the revulsion you bring.
Biting my lip so I can't speak.
Holding my breath so I can't breathe you in.
Tie down my hands so I can't reach out.
Then I close my eyes so I cannot see.