Sorry

Sorry.
I was too busy listening to my heart to hear yours breaking.
Sorry I ever caused you pain.

All I saw on the surface was your kind smile, when I should have looked
beneath it.
I thought I eased your mind when it was really me who clouded it.
Did I get you so wrong? You concealed your feelings well. How was I to
know?

Our long conversations were of comfort to me but all along they must
have tortured you.
You fought against yourself for so long, you never showed what was
really devouring you inside until there was nothing left.
You became twisted by your emotions and I stood by and watched
blissfully unaware. Am I blind?
Trapped in your own hell you continued to see me, to spend time with
me. Why?
I treasured our friendship and never would have hurt you intentionally.
Never.
Life is cruel to the ones who least deserve it. You didn't deserve
it.
You were so much stronger than I gave you credit for. But it broke you
in the end.
I broke you. I'm sorry.
You tried to walk away but I just persisted in trying to help. Trying
to fix what I had done.
I damaged you more because of this, I know that now.
I should have given you time to heal, on your own.
A heart full of so much unrequited love is a tragic waste.

Now I have become material for you to write?funny how so have you.