Never mind.

IN SPITE OF YOU...
sneak

Crawling home to desperate bed.
Last orders screaming in my head.
Reflecting on cold memory.
Wrapping arms instinctively -
around the neck of sweet desire.
A kiss from this aspiring liar.
Embellishing such wicked ways -
with nicotine and aftershaves.
A bulk of waste in human form.
My every single breathly scorn -
disintegrating dulling truth.
An empty bed records my truth.
A testament to my disgrace.
Yet still I crawl about the place.
Searching for a... never mind.
Self-pity of the drunken kind.
Too much time on clenched up fist.
I came so close but sadly missed -
the trail that led to sanity.
In spite of you, I drink to me.

snk tech