Opression

Yet again it's happened. My feelings for him have resurfaced. These
trapped bubbles of emotion are boiling and reaching the surface.
I swear my dreams re-enforce them. They make me want him in a way that
it's pathetic. This happens everytime I dream about him. These mean and
trasing feelings haunt me until i next see him. Why do I have these
dreams? He smothers me in sweet innocent kisses and i fall in love with
him. And it's not like these dreams are rare. And the worst thing is,
they make me happy. It's horrible I tell you, horrible and mean...