Why do I crave

pornography to snuff out the ends
of my confusion, i seek something in the night
something in the day,
some thing to light my way,
why do i so poorly crave pornography?

perhaps it is the easy answer,
all these frustrations in life, that they all
lead somewhere.
perhaps there is something about the world that is
that is so unclear,
i seek the clarity of a vision with a clear end and
beginning, why oh why do i seek
pornography to quench my thirst?