Terrifying Visions

Visions in my head. I clearly don't percieve what I'm seeking. These visions that I'm seeking are terrifying. I can't believe what I'm seeking. Is the visions a valuable thing or a atrocious thing? This might be God telling me or showing me things. It's a vision that I'm scared to tell because, what if I wasn't supposed to say anything? This vision is something that I absolutely know I'm craving. This vision makes me happy. The person I see in my vision is someone that I fell in love with at first sight. In my vision, it's me and that person having kids together. We had a daughter. It was actually a dream. This dream and vision is making me become skepticism. I'm a very obvservant person which meaning, I'm quick to notice things. But, this vision is making me scared. I'm not sure which route I should go with this vision and dream. People are telling me not to focus on that one person so much. The things about this vision is, what's the outcome? In real life we are not even together. That's what's scaring me the most. My biggest fear is painting a picture of someone I see my life with and it doesn't turn out the way I want it. This vision and dream that I'm craving is making me go insane.