I Dunno

When I'm alone,
I don't feel bad,
I don't feel good,
I loved taking that,
Walk through the hood.
It let me see,
What I want to be.
What I want to be,
Can never be.
I see this now,
I don't see how,
It got so bad,
But you didn't get mad.
I love you more,
Now that it's not the same,
Cause now you know me,
Not just the name,
When we talk,
I'm reminded of the walk,
The walk I took so long ago,
The walk I don't want to let go,
But that's all over now,
Again I don't see how,
But I know you know,
I can never let it show,
But like we said,
Soon we'll be dead,
But before I die,
Me and you shall lie,
And maybe then,
I know not when,
I can tell you what,
I was thinking,
When I kept my mouth shut,
But until that day,
I count the hours,
Till I pass away,
I count the days,
Until we lay,
Together in the night,
And maybe,
You just might,
Understand what I feel,
About you,
And about our deal,
I wish things hadn't gotten this way,
But I feel that,
I said what I had to say,
I'm sorry you don't feel the same,
To you it was all,
Just a game.