C-15th january 2002

Through my curtains
i see the sky
swirls of dark blue make it
i close my eyes
take it in
we share a secret.

Through my wall
a heartbeat pounds
to be recognised
different people and their lives.

in my head
i feel the extacy
for this is the one place
i can be truly me.
i wave my arms
and shake my head.
cant your hear me?
LET MY SOUL BE FED.

i hear your voice swish in my head.
its just so sad
that you are dead
i hear your words
i write them down.
i wish that you were still around.

for now,its just me sitting on my bed,
writing the poem
and you
in my head.