WHY YOU HATE ME,AND WHY I CARE

WHY YOU HATE ME,AND WHY I CARE.

last year.
worst year.
you didnt kno that
though.
i couldnt tell you.

You would ring me,
send me letters
i loved those letters.
i still have them.
all eight.

I ignored you.

you were hurt,
i could tell.
heard the pain in your voice
right before i
hung up.
dont ask me why.

i loved you too much to tell you.

if you knew,
you might think me a weirdo..
dont know why i cared.

you sent me a valentines card.

you will never know how much
that effected me.
how depressed i was
with the junior cert crap
and
everything else.
you saved me that day.

you remembered my birthday this year.

i know you hate me
because i was so horrible
but i cant not love you
ill kill myself before i do.