just the right amount

Sometimes when you are up against the wall
and the weight of the bones of the body of another
are on you with that wanting,
when the mouth of the breath of the tongue of the other
are at your throat with that wanting
When you've turned it all around.

Sometimes then
when the pupils dilated and the panting heart and beating blood
when the taut thigh and the hard and the fully loaded
With your fingers through the strings.
Sometimes, those times, you know you've done it -
With just the right amount of fuck you in your eye.