Kitsch

I don't love you, I never will
yet i yearn for just once
i dont want to deal with your pain
but i wish for you to envelope mine
i dont want a morning after
but i want the night before
i dont want commitment, sharing,
yet id let you hold my hand, alone
i dont want a romantic dinner
and i don't want a movie
you know my heart belongs elsewhere
but do you want to change that
if i called you one night
and we adored eachother
i guess the question is
would you call me your girlfriend..
your lover..
or simply what i would be..
an easy f*ck on a rainy day

12/13/98