STUCK AND PANICKING!!!
Somehow, I seem to be stuck between two needs. First is the basic physiologic need, sleep. Second is the self-actualization, studying. I need to study but I need to have adequate sleep at the same time? I find it difficult to balance work and sleep sometimes, well actually all of the times. -sighs- If I find it difficult to balance sleep and study, how much more with an addition of a romantic relationship?
I have lots of projects to finish, deadlines to meet, surgical topics to review, and eight major exams to take. All I need is a cherry on top and I'm good to go. Wheeew.
Then the affilition in Manila comes as the ultimate stressor.. -sighs- I know I will get through with this. God has a plan for me, a plan not to harm me but to help me prosper. -prays-
Can anyone give me some advice? -gasps-
I really know that sleep is a must. I need to get adequate sleep but I also need to study especially now that there are lots of pressure from my subjects. Come to think of it, the subjects are not really the actual burden for me, it's really my expectation of myself, my family's expectation, the expectation of others around me.
I want to glorify God by studying nursing. I want to be a nurse for the sole love of nursing. I want to help many patients.
I hope I can manage my stress effectively and at the same time balance my time of sleep, and my time for leisure ( if there's any ).
Maybe I just have to do my best and pray. I will be able to make this. I know I will, with God's help I will. RIGHT????