Inspired by "an irregularity"- by sid

Meeting you was an event like any other. It was made simpler still by the fact that it was in fact the third time that I was seeing you but it was the first time that I actually looked at you for myself. For although I noticed you before I never actually considered what owning you might be like, or if in fact that was something I wanted to do.

You found me at the end of a very long rope, worn thin and dragged out but ultimately ready to let go of all those things that bound me there.It is almost as if the stars aligned and my eyes opened and the first thing I saw was your face.

It was a wintry night, you gave me your gloves to warm my exposed hands. My begrudging feet led the way as my frozen fingers lay nestled in holes much too big for them whilst we walked and talked about abstract suffering. There was no colour and no hope in my speech.

I daresay I should have noticed it then that I would come to yearn to leap, jump, skip into falling into step with time.

Sometimes it is frightening the thoughts that take over me. I have thus far memorized the contours of your skin and claimed other parts of you that were laid out for the taking. I have granted you safe passage into my mornings where I chronicle my dreams as our feet touch and our eyes laugh.

These days you even speak of children that have my delectable chin and your inalienable smile. They appear so simply to me like the normal progression of this , our relationship. That hazyness that used to exist on all my days is gone. The days mean the same as before so it must be me that is different.

You have made me unkeep a promise made in blood. Daily I surmise that I can live without you and yet come sunrise, it all fades to something even less than an afterthought.I realise now that I am lost in you like I get lost in windchimes caught in a soft breeze. I am entranced in a space without time that houses only that soft sweet sound.

I like to think that you are much further than you actually are from a place that you should naturally inhabit, but in the back of my mind a golden throne now glistens in the dark light.

I can't wait to remember you though I see no end in sight.I have gone and done the unthinkable and fallen in love for the second time in my very short young life.