How do I control this?
These weird vibrations, these synchronicities
This new sensation
How do I free myself from this burden?
I feel like drowning, disappearing.
It's too much, all of this is too much.
How do I balance this?
I try without luck..
There's something new everyday,
Some new challenge to face
I feel caged, restricted
I feel hopeless
All these things are happening to me that I dare not speak of
They'll call me crazy, say I am insane.
I have already been called so many names.
How do I control this, how do I let go of this pain
Fight again to live another day.