Empty Thoughts

This empty room where so many things were said,

Is
just an isolated time full of memorys in my head,

Nowhere to
run cant find room to hide,

I'm locked and im frozen and
torchered inside.

To whom do you turn when everyones
gone?

And why is there darkness where light so brightly once
shone?

So many people from cruel to so kind,

How many
of pieces of heart do i have to leave behind,

before i stop
breathing unable to go on,

there once was the future and how
brightly it shone,

but here it is now and now i am
here,

and the love i once craved replaced by my
fear.

So many tears that ive tried not to cry,

alot
have been wasted and now i feel dry,

sore and alone just alone
and so sore,

i cant even recognise the face i once
wore.

I just feel so lonely do i even exsist?

I deteste
those sweet memorys that once were so missed,

Why cant i find
someone i can really trust?

Why have a heart when its so prone
to rust?

Life is everchanging and it changes so
fast,

It's painful how nothing in life seems to
last,

Friends and love are forever or so they say,

but
people always leave and love just slips away.

I want someone to
stay and never be gone,

it takes time they say but i cant wait
that long.

This empty room where not enough things were
said,

is just an isolated time full of regrets from my
head.