Fourteen-ity

Fourteen-ity
2011 October

I took time to reminisce last night
Started from the moment I turned off the light
The memories continuously flashed through my mind
Lying on my bed, there they went, a complex rewind
I played a repeating background music
And began defragmenting myself as tragic as terrific
I closed my eyes and reflected through and through
It’s nice, very great, since it’s all about You.

Soon, I got tired of this kind of recalling
Brain scanned successfully and found nothing
Meanwhile, I was hoping, I was wondering
Will my phone sing Mine, silence-breaking?
Without any excuse, suddenly shouted, Hey!
At least, nobody heard and nobody cared
With my eyes shut, I wished all away
And started to think what I've done yesterday

Yesterday, let us define yesterday
Yesterday was the birth of the dawn’s first ray
Yesterday was the time when I wished all the way
Yesterday was the milestone path I made with clay
Yesterday was the tree that sprang on summer May
Yesterday was the vitamin that kept me shouting Hey!
Yesterday was the season when the mind had nothing to say
Yesterday was the letter that I’ve thrown away

I grabbed a pencil and an old notebook
To write something as weird as I can
My head ached from the sudden I started to think
“Hey, what am I going to do again?”
I looked at the mirror and my favorite calculator
To find out which one of them is really better
And I shook my head and laughed and thought
I was growing crazier than ever!

I started to yawn and feel sleepy
Along with the notions and a fading memory
Of past emotions I thought now were so funny
Of people who built me and made me see
Those hypocrites who ran away from me
Now, I'm going to miss my fourteen-ity
And face the new life waiting for me
Singing the birthday song happily