Calm Before the Storm

Calm Before The Storm

What have I done?
What is it?
Guilt, Lust, Fear?
My hormones?
This unexplainable feeling of dread
In my stomach
It's twisting, jumping
Engulfing me.
Wrapping me in nerves
Till I shiver and shake
Like a child
Look what you do to me
I'm overcome by stillness
And silence
But experience
Tells me
This is just the calm before the storm