Never Ending

Every night I sit alone,
I don't cry,
I don't wish to die,
I just stare at the wall,
Blank eyed.

Every day I sit around,
I drift along,
Listen to the songs,
And I try not to think,
Too long.

Every week it just repeats,
I start again,
And its always the same,
When will I get to start,
Life again?