B - Lucky Break

Lucky Break

I get my kicks from hearing people laughing at my jokes.
It makes me happy watching friends fulfil their hopes..
I'll always lend a helping hand, I like to be involved
I get great satisfaction when upset is resolved.

I am who I am
I cannot change
Is being 'nice' so alien and strange?
In the future I will succeed,
It's just a lucky break I need.

Most of the time I'm smiling , I like others to be the same
But ignoring my own problems is just a no win game.
Tackling exactly how I feel is a thing I rarely do
I'd rather defer my feelings by asking 'How are you?"

I am who I am
I cannot change
Is being 'nice' so alien and strange?
In the future I will succeed,
It's just a lucky break I need.

A moment alone to reflect and think to assess my situation
Is sabotaged by negative thoughts that are seeking vindication
It's a crazy situation when you're hurting deep inside
And you've loads of friends around you but are reluctant to
confide.

I am who I am
I cannot change
Is being 'nice' so alien and strange?
In the future I will succeed,
Its just a lucky break I need.

I want to live,I want to love,I want to be successful.
But disguising my own fears is becoming quite distressful.
How can I hope to achieve my goals when all I do is talk
Perhaps deep down I know the reason, it's the confidence to walk.

I am who I am
I cannot change
Is being 'nice' so alien and strange?
In the future I will succeed,
Its just a lucky break I need.

At last I've taken the hardest step of all and told of how I feel
There's now point trying to cope alone the world out there is
real.
I feel a heavy burden has been lifted from my mind
And now I'm looking forward to everything I find.