congratulate on my death!!

congratulate on my death!!

i am enjoying the pains,
running deep in my veins.
wounds,that i am compiling,
blood,that is pooling.
enemies,that i am searching for,
pains,that i am pearching for.
don't want to get happiness in life,
will love to dance bare footed on knife.
may i get all the worst,
i have got sorrows' thirst.
wish to get pains that are endless,
wish to get damage that is mendless.
death won't come but i'll wait,
pain is there, & i m still 'sanket'....