The Light 6

Was she trying to find the love in her heart? How was suffering related to love? Did we need to suffer to truly understand love? Was it something that came out of our sense of loneliness? Neediness? Did we find pleasure in finding another person who understood the way we were together. Was it real? 

She looked at the Light which was everywhere and everyone was filled with Light. They were all looking for the Truth which seemed to be everywhere. Some tormented themselves, seeking the truth no matter what and the secret of their Evil. They were seeking to know why pain had made them turn toward Evil and lose faith in humanity. 

There were also those seeking perfect love and perfect forgiveness. They found it hard too. They did not understand why they had been wronged so deeply. They had felt the pain so deeply that they ran away in eternal night, hiding their faces. Only now had they come into the Light once again. Seeking forgiveness, and trying to understand the pain that had made them feel so naked and alone. Cruel world! They had deserted the cruel world and sought healing in the dark. They had looked for God to tell them why the world had to be filled with so much pain and violence. They were waiting for a voice to make them understand. Sometimes they heard a voice. Jesus loved everyone and made it possible for everyone to go to Heaven. Why was there a Hell though? Were people eternally Evil? If someone in Hell repents and accepts Jesus as his Saviour, could she go to Heaven? Then again they thought. If someone rapes their loves and then kills all their children, they deserved to go to Hell. Their souls were immortal and they had to go somewhere and there was only God and Satan so there it was, HELL! Was that Man's judgement or God's judgement? How Evil were we exactly?