ALL IN THE MIND, Part Two
By thomgoddard
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"I THINK THEREFORE I AM... SOMEONE ELSE"
The women sit in silence for bit and Kasra thought about the experience. She could still feel the air around her, her skin tingling and an unfamiliar aching sensation below.
“What a dirty bitch she was. Getting with Johann that first night.” Erixa said laughing.
“Yeah, chance would be a fine thing” Kasra said wistfully, making Erixa laugh harder.
“My God, how long has it been for you?”
“Do you remember Lucas?”
“Lucas? Really? You must be closed up down there. That was what? Three? Four years ago?”
“Two. Don’t look at me like that. I’m not as gorgeous as you. We don’t all get guys throwing themselves at us.”
Erixa blushed and made a gagging sound. “They’re not exactly Johann material though, are they? Shall we have another drink and go again?”
“Great idea, I’ll clean this up first” indicating the spilled wine. “Shall we stay with her or try someone else?”
“She’s interesting… and horny. I like her” said Erixa. She poured more wine into the glasses.
“The dolphin one could be good. I’ve always wondered what it would be like touching one. Swimming with them. I may never get the chance now they are so rare. Did you know there are none in the oceans anymore: too polluted. The only ones left are in theme parks and private collections. Such a shame, I think they are such beautiful creatures” Kasra said as she raised the glass to her lips.
“Hopefully she doesn’t try to fuck it!”
Kasra spat the wine out of her mouth, coughing and laughing at the same time. Tears ran down her cheeks as she picked up a cushion and playfully swung it at Erixa. “Oh my god, what are you like?”
Erixa was gasping for air, from laughing so hard at her own joke.
“I think… I’m going… to piss myself!” She said, pushing herself up and stumbling to the bathroom.
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The water was a translucent turquoise, with plant fragments floating on the surface. There was an unexpected, overwhelming aroma of fish in the air. I lowered myself down from the edge of the observation pool and flinched at the sudden shock of the cold water hitting my thighs. For some reason I thought the water would be warm, like the ‘Lazy River’ earlier. I saw Markus checking out my butt as I entered the water and glanced across to see Julio, the hunky Mexican instructor, all muscles, glistening skin and short shorts, doing the same. I remember him asking if I needed help getting into the neoprene wetsuit with a glint in his eye and a seductive smile. Then Markus stepping in with his stomach sucked in and chest puffed out, saying ‘It’s ok, I’ve got this.’ God, possessive men are such a downer, I don’t have any time for that behaviour. I made sure I was extra flirty with Julio during the instruction briefing. Markus’ face was a picture of jealousy. Shooting both Julio and me dark looks. I don’t think he’ll last long after this holiday.
The water is now up to my chest and I push my way over to Markus and the rest of the group. I feel a sense of anticipation building as I wait. Julio calls over to the other instructor to open the gate and two dolphins enter the pool; their sleek bodies effortlessly gliding through the water, grey torpedoes streaking towards their targets. A shout from Julio and the dolphins leap into the air over us, water sprinkling down on us as they soar. They resumed their swimming, circling us, swimming closer and closer. Julio told us to reach out our hands, as we did the dolphins swam so close I could feel their silky-smooth bodies as they passed. Their skin was firmer than I imagined, pure muscle, with a slight rubberised texture that makes me think back to the black, neoprene catsuit hanging in my wardrobe. I know someone who is not going to see me in that. I smile over to Markus, who smiles back, with what looks like genuine joy on his face at the feel of the dolphin.
After a few more dolphin swim-bys, Julio instructs us to separate and spread out. He whistles and the dolphins swim up to two of the group for a close encounter. He calls out to me, ‘Sexzy laydee, move over a little more, away from the little man’ and gives me a sexy wink. Markus’ face colours and an ugly sneer crosses his face. I see him muttering under his face and through the clear water can see his fists clench. What does he think I’m going to do? Jump out of the pool into Julio’s bulging arms and start fucking him by the poolside? My thoughts are interrupted as one of the dolphins swims up to me, rubbing itself against me. I am surprised by its strength as it pushes against me, making me slightly stumble backwards. I stand there for a while with the dolphin in my arms, looking into its eye. It’s disconcerting, not only being able to see just the one eye but that black eye look back at me with a startling intelligence that other animals don’t possess. It makes me catch my breath a little. Julio shouts, ‘Give him a kiss, sexzy laydee!’ and the dolphin shifts its position so its mouth is near mine. I see a hundred sharp, triangular teeth alongside a massive tongue. I hold it close and kiss it above the mouth. Or is that the snout? The dolphin makes an excited whistle sound and splashes me. I laugh as it swims over to Markus. ‘Your turn, little man.’ Julio calls. Markus’ expression is one of wonder, his eyes are wide and there is a huge smile on his face. He obviously didn’t hear Julio’s taunt. When his time was up he let go of the dolphin with an obvious reluctance. The dolphins performed a few more tricks: walking on their tails, tandem jumping and barrel rolls, each one receiving generous rounds of applause from the group and a fish treat from Julio. Our session then ended and we left the pool. As we removed the wetsuits, Markus was beaming, ‘that was incredible, Taiana,’ he said, ‘I am so glad we did this. Do you want me to buy the video or just the pictures?’
‘Sorry?’ I reply, distracted, already thinking whether the hotel opposite ours had a room I could book for the remaining ten days of my holiday. And picturing myself coming back here and taking Julio to a secluded area to become more acquainted. Holiday romances are so much better than real ones as they have a finite ending. I just hope he doesn’t stink of fish.
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“Poor Markus” Erixa exclaimed when they had regained their bearings in the real world.
“Poor Markus? It’s Taiana I feel sorry for. Lucas was like that, very controlling. If you remember, he wouldn’t let me see you for ages, he said you were a bad influence. I’m still sorry I listened to him, you know. He made me so unhappy and I missed you like crazy. I’m so glad you forced me to see what he was like.”
A tear slide down Kasra’s cheek as she recalled the shame she felt at how she had treated her oldest and closest friend.
Erixa reached over and gave Kasra a reassuring hug. “Don’t be silly, no man can keep us apart for long” she kissed her forehead. “I love you, you know. Dumbass.”
“Hey!” Kasra exclaimed. “I’m just sorry I hurt you like that. I love you too.”
“No hay problema mi amor (no problem my love)” Erixa said in Spanish. “I-a sound-a just-a like-a Julio” she laughed. “More wine, sexzeee laydeeeee?”
Kasra laughed and felt relieved she hadn’t lost Erixa. “Sí señorita. Do you want to continue with Taiana or try someone else?”
“Well, she certainly has an interesting way of thinking. And her experiences are definitely not boring. Shall we try a couple more? How long does this Mind last for anyway?”
“The instructions say it lasts until we go to sleep, then we automatically log out of the system. I’d like to try someone else but I’m happy to stick with her for a while. We don’t know how long she’ll be logged in for.”
“What so your memories aren’t just stored online all the time?”
“No, you can only access other people’s Mind when they are logged in too. So we don’t know how much time we have with Taiana.”
“That’s a good point. Ok, my choice as you chose the dolphin one. Hmmmm, that looks like a Mexican beach, let’s see if she hooked up with Julio.”
They tried a few more of Taiana’s experiences: kayaking the Rio Futaleufu in Chile, getting drunk at Oktoberfest in Marsnich, shooting an old fashioned automatic plasma rifle in a Las Vegas gun range and dancing in the Carnaval parade in Rio de Janiero. Each one was as vivid as if they had been there themselves. Kasra re-lived the panic as the kayak capsized and felt the rifle kicking back painfully into her shoulder. Erixa felt the sting of beer-filled vomit leave her throat at only 40% the gravity of Earth and the joy and excitement as she span and jigged half-naked alongside a feather covered yellow float in Bragentina.
“I can’t believe how exciting her life is” Kasra said. “It puts ours to shame.”
“I’d love to hang out with her, she is so much fun. You know, we could probably find out who she is. I bet she’d love us” Erixa said.
Kasra’s eyes narrowed and she felt her chest tighten. “Is there one of her working? We could track her down that way.”
Why would she have her work as one of her experiences? A perfect job, as well as a perfect life. That’s not fair Kasra thought as she flicked through the experiences.
“There’s one of her on a red carpet, maybe she’s an actress or something?” she said.
“Oooh, an actress” Erixa enthused. “When I become her friend I can go with her to all those after-show parties. Maybe I’ll get with mega-rich film producers and take a cruise to the Saturn rings while my husband makes the next cerebral blockbuster. You can come too.”
But it feels as though I’ve just got you back. I don’t want to lose you to actresses and actors, directors and producers. Compete with them for your attention.
“Yeah, that’ll be awesome, Erixa. I’m sure she’ll love you.”
Of course she will. You’re amazing. The best friend I’ve ever had.
“Let’s see what we can find out then.” Erixa said holding out her wrist ready to choose the next experience.
“Ready? 3… 2… 1… Go.” Kasra said.
Erixa slumped back into the sofa. Her arm dropped to her side, the hand twitching, her face slackened and greyed, apart from her cheeks which were flushed. Her eyes became glazed and unfocused, her pupils shrank to pinholes and her breathing slowed.
Kasra saw all this and lowered her own arm, her fist remained unclenched. This time Kasra hadn’t disappeared into Mind as it was becoming too much to take. Kasra wasn’t the fat friend, was she? Kasra wasn’t losing Erixa, was she?
Kasra’s brain reeled, drunk on someone else’s life, Mind and alcohol. She stood and walked over to the kitchenette and rifled through one of the drawers. She pulled out a large chef’s knife and walked back to the sofa. She pushed the table to one side with her knee and looked down at Erixa, tears falling. The damn Mind overlay of faces obscuring parts of Erixa’s face.
I’m so sorry but I won’t share you. I could never want for a better friend than you and wish I could have been a better friend for you. I love you Erixa.
With that, Kasra plunged the knife deep into Erixa’s chest. Once. Twice. And more. Erixa didn’t cry out or scream, stuck in Taiana’s mind. The eyes and faces of the crowds behind the safety barriers on three sides praised her, paparazzi screaming her name, asking her to pose in a thousand separate ways. The cameras with their strobe like flashes slowly darkened as a deep, red, velvet carpet stretched out in front of her.
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I love the idea of Mind and
I love the idea of Mind and the build-up to them taking it is really well done, as are the experiences they have and the interplay between the characters.
If you're looking for criticism, I found the ending a bit rushed and not as easy to believe as the rest
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