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The Anguished Soul

My writings on the walls, in my notebooks, in my mind”all of them are for you. The drawings of the make believe heart, with the blacken heart the arrow going through it.

My Only Friend

I look at it as my artistic expression, with each slash on my legs I have expressed my inner pain”that are simply too intense to be articulate by words. Straight lines and with spherical drop of blood

No One's Fault In Particular

There he sat at his computer, ready to begin another day. Coffee at his side, nursing a king size headache from the previous night's little party, and the day before, spent scouring the internet, searching in vain for his potential significant other went wasted, as did all the others that came and went before it.

"The B Movie of My Life"

From "One of Us" by Michael Marshall Smith. Please look at "Part of a Girl" too if you have time, and let me know which one you prefer from this novel.

Part of a Girl

From "One of Us" by Michael Marshall Smith. Please look at "The B Movie of My Life" too if you have time, and let me know which one you prefer from this novel.

Night-Spinning Spider

A manipulated pantoum, taken from "Les Enfants Terribles" by Jean Cocteau.
Cherry

I met a librarian

I wish I was a library book So you'd pluck me from the shelf Run your fingers down my spine Open me, reading between my lines. Take me to bed Or your favourite chair I'd fill your head An

Kwanzaa Dolphins

Short Story Kwanzaa's Dolphins The well-built seafaring ancient dhow, MvDestiny, left the port city of Haven of Peace on a full moon night, for the famous Swahili port town of Heartdrop to celebrate the festival of Kwanzaa. She steered from her sanctuary on serene motion, passing larger liners, and titanic cruise ships, anchored at sea. Navigating out to the open sea the same route she has taken since her christen, half century ago. Destiny's passengers were already in a festive and joyous mood, singing and dancing in their native Swahili beat telling of the first harvest celebrations. The stars were dazzling and glittery, and the calm night sky was showing off her bright full moon when a sudden change in weather started lashing violent Thunder, heavy rain and colossal tidal waves. By midnight, half way through her twenty-five mile journey, it appeared the vessel was tilting down on the left side with her over-capacity human cargo on board. Destiny was taking in water. Nevertheless, her experienced Captain shrugged the startled occurrence sailing with shrill risk of speed. Captain was an Islander and tall, his shoulder length curly black hair parted exactly dressed in a full piece, blue overall with his trademark binoculars always dangling on his chest. For a few moments, he stood steadily watching the passengers as they frantically struggled to keep themselves still from the pounding of the waves.

And the birthday wenteth

will i ever see paris? or peru? will i ever dance on ice and eat clouds? fall in love enough to make all other memories pale in comparison? become an aclaimed writer/designer/dancer/actress/talkshow host? have kids? adopt kids? paint my own kitchen wall? save the whales? hug a tree? teach my grandchildren my special brownie recipe?

The birthday cometh

bloody two bloody days to go. *looks at clock* screw that. one day to go. fucked. i is definitely fucked.

Glorious shoulders, oh my!

Do you remember Glorious Shoulders? not Gleaming Biceps (GB), not Hot Stalker (HS), but Glorious Shoulders (GS). i met him two months ago at a pool party, was fascinated by his amazing swimmer body (six packs rippling) and his hazel eyes, and vaguely remembered having a conversation with him, although the six packs were rippling too much.

Eight years without you

i thought he would come over and i would cook us some pasta, we'd put big fish, and i'd impress him with my knowledge of fairytales, and then i would start: "when i was sixteen..."

Everything you shouldnt be

once again, God is cracking up at me

And life began

i could almost hear him thinking out loud, so that night at the party, i told him "she's happy with her boyfriend, so dont get your hopes up." and he said "She's a big girl, she knows what she's doing."

And life begins now

i know. i am a nadla.

music!

sometimes i wonder if there are people who dont get high on music that means something, not the oontsoontsoontsoonts dance bullshit,

Why women like me should not be allowed to drive

10. I left my car lights on last night, though firmly denying it to my father, and woke up today to find a completely dead battery and a very smug "I told you so!" parent.

The Maltese Marble

THE MALTESE MARBLE It didn't seem like a special marble when I first looked it over, at old Mr. Warner's place. True, it was larger than the other cats eyes and steelies in my collection. And the smoky green eye, in the middle of the glass orb, did seem to pulse and glow, when you looked at it for a while. But, when you are eight years old, everything seems special and by logical extension, nothing is ever too extraordinary. It was just another piece of glass, or so I thought at the time.

THE EGG THAT WOULD BE GOOD

It wouldn't take long for it to become a bohemian hangout of outlandish frothy talk, tea smoking and acid dropping freaks of the feather ' nut nirvana '

a Rolls is a Rolls is a Rolls

from "American Psycho" by Bret Easton Ellis.

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