I do not know what to call this ... Untitled .. Case of the Ex... will update

Ready for a new start,

A new life

A new way of thinking

Drained far too long, tired, mental anguish

Lost so much

You took so much from me

No thank you, no apology...

I don't want it, don't need it

Ready to erase you from my mind

From my thoughts

Ready to restart my life

Be who I was before you tore me down

Not this paranoid soul

Afraid to trust, afraid to lose control

Afraid to love

I ran away, I left everything behind,

I left my friends, my job, my home

I lost my soul, my smile

I lost my pride

My sense of self

I became this empty shell, void, cold

I am the crazy one though..

Damaged goods,

 No good to anyone,

Much less myself

Do you see what you did?

Do you even care?

I forgive you, I forgive myself

I’ve learned how to smile again

How to breathe again

Restoring faith in myself

I am not less than, I am not out of your league

You were out of mine

Mental abuse, mind games, gas lighting

Picking arguments with me to make the things you were doing seem not so wrong to yourself

For what, a quick ego stroke? Lost .broken soul

I’m the crazy one though?

The one who cared, the one who tried to make things right

I release you, I release you from my mind,

I don’t owe you shit

My karma is fine

I found myself

I found me

I love myself

I am worthy