I don't know do I

I don't mind them playing the bagpipes while I am thinking
Am just wondering if the grass is greener
I really don't think it is
although would be nice if it gets a bit better
than all this thinking
and wondering
It's got to be a bit better than this
drunk,intoxicated, under the influence
drugs, booze, cigarettes
murky sunsets
and lost loves
people falling
and dying before
you know what it is all about
when will you know
tomorrow
never comes
let the future come of it's own
just don't fancy the thought
of leaving everything behind
were I to move forward
into another dimension
just wondering what it really is
this thing they call eternity
I just don't know do I