As If I Have Never

As If I Have Never

By Paul McCann

As if I have never heard every word that was said .

As if I have never tasted the pain inside my head .

As if I have never said there must be a reason why.

As if I have never seen the tears fall until down from my eye  .

As if I have never reached out with shackles on my hands .

As if I have never had problems no one understands .

As if I have never suffered in silence and forgot ,

As if I never needed something that I have not 

As if I never took a footstep without being chained .

As if I never lost my mind and gone totally insane .

As if I never felt the daggers that were in my back .

As if I never been lost somewhere back down the track .

As if I have never wanted to heard something different .

As if I have never wanted to go where I was sent..

As if I have never tried with all my heart to be free .

As if I have never been somebody other that me .

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