'Why' Does No One Care About MY Cry's

I may as well be dismantled
Thrown away after use,
There is obviosuly no respect
For me, or the desire to find
Out what I want and feel.

Just because I am the mechanical
Part to most, why are my feelings
Not taken in to consideration,
Why does no one hear MY cry's.
Is it because like many in society
That are given a label,take it and
Shut up and put up with what's been dealt them,
So I don't matter, or is because no
One cares about me. A body part seperates the Difference between parental control and NO control, which we are being Punished for.
I Bare the same tears, loss and financial strain
Without expecting gain,
My Crime, I helped produce you my child.

I seem to be the physical strong one,
Years gone by the bread winner, some One that had A say, no that's not the way today.
I am told I have no rights to see you,
My own flesh and blood unless your Mother
Agrees, which could mean, when it suits her
If at all now she holds all The cards. Even when I am not to blame and therefore we miss out,even though I did nothing, your a pawn in pool Of once love, now hate and greed spurned on by the law
That gives some a easy helping hand.

Apparently I cant even share decisions
Like what school you go to, or the cut of
Your hair.but they all expect me to pay maintenance here and there. A child who I see once in a blue moon, while I am left with the doom and gloom.Don't get me wrong I never tried To disappear from your life,in any sense of the word, and I always have and always will want to Give you all the love you need,finacial support And my time which you have when you want it,
I just want equal play without all the greed
Getting in the way!

But why everyone stays silent, fathers and children will suffer like us my child. So I fear nothing will change,I am treated differently, is that really fare? then on that cold March day, you all may say, 'why did he end his life that way'
maybe because NO one cared about his cry's!