Um, Um, Um, Yummy
I tried to fight it, but my arms were too weak, my mind to slow, my body just wouldn't respond. So, I gave up and let it be and when I did, it was sooooo good.
We're opposite, but I'm attracted to him on so many levels. Where do I find forgiveness when he hurt so badly? My emotions were crushed and my heart scarred. Then I sat alone in the living room listening to the rain and I remembered those days when we loved each other, held each other, kissed until we were drunk and I couldn't get that off my mind. So, against all judgement, I sent a text.
One simple sentence.
Things changed at the moment.
He was there again - on me, in me, around me - everywhere. I hated myself, but that was torture in itself. What is this chemistry I have with him?
It is beyond description and defies all reason. I don't want to feel this way about him, but I can't help myself. I actually like him, so I want to be with him.
Am I crazy? No. Am I delusional? Maybe. Do I love him? Not the same. Do I still want him? Hell yes.
I know the questions you're asking, but I don't have an answer except being with him is so....
Um, um, um, yummy.