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About the politics

We lay on the grass, Yellowed with summer, jaundiced, we Watched the polished hearse Of winter slide in silently. Katharine: This is just to say-...

Past the gates

What is a word you'd use For me, for arms braced Against the windowframe? You take a compliment, Tired voice breaking heavily, And not from impending...

Again already

Watching re-runs of Sepia tinted movies, Prepare, beware, Play the game- Not you, me. Your suit is stained Red on white. Don't get wine, rain, Whine...

Rethink

Can you rethink That insult, slapped, Slicing apples mechanically, Chilled at my indifference. Add six zephyrs, stir Anti clockwise, freeze In the...

Not quite comfort

I think the glass distorts The shadows on your wrists. Perhaps I am wrong, but The same shadows are deep In the folds under your eyes, And it's...

I could lie to you.

I hate lying to you. I could say this: I know. Look, see all the ways in which You'll carry on without me. Don't cry. The trial is tomorrow, unless...

Fairytale beginning

The bitter sting of tears in my eyes wakes me. It might be symbolic of how I live now, to wake With last night's weakness crystallised on my cheeks,...

Loathing

I hate you, I always say, again, And you can see I mean it. I don't think it matters. We fight. My finger scratches Down the marble of your torso,...

Missing

I miss the way the curve Of your spine fitted exactly Into the waiting space In the tumble of my bedclothes. I could count your ribs On the knuckles...

Watching a kiss

The water fountain was behind you, And you eclipsed it when you kissed. I felt a sudden thirst whistle in my throat, Speckled as it was with the...

Practice

The shine of the flute Is smudged at the mouth, Where my eyes are drawn To the pucker of your lips. The flute plays in my dream, A forgiving lilt of...

Waiting

Waiting. I don't know why. It almost Touches My spine, Stiff straight, Arched backs Like a catfight. A level gaze, Waiting For my explanation, Which...

Coming back too late

Almost knowing I was here, The house glooms darkly, With searching eyes. Windows, unwashed, door, too red. Long path, tree shadowed. She opens the...

Spilt milk

They are the torn edges Of a puddle of smashed glass, Bright in the morning sun. There is watery milk. It looks cold, but I don't touch it, Seeping...

Playing favourites

Favourite, I said, Smiles and empty kisses Grown still on the air. There is paper, pink paper, It has my name on it. And a heart, blood- But it's not...

Loves me not

She loves you not. Petals, crumpled lace, Fluttering wings on the air- In my stomach, butterflies, Your silver cross is cardboard. He loves me not,...

Forgive me?

I don't believe That it's a relationship Gone wrong. It's more that it's not going At all. It's not that I don't love you- I do, I do, I do! But if...

Hartlepool Harbour, west side. I think

Swinging my legs, kicking Rough against cement Down my neck Rain, monotonous Greasy chip paper blew Weighted down with cold batter Like my stomach...

Mirrored: self

What might it be? Hiding between silvered glass And the trap of a soul Mirror, mirror, mirror I come back to it Changing faces Though I never like...

E - Wicks

Another page from my diary, January 25, 2004

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