Cherrypicked stories

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Meeting Myself on the London Underground in the Holiday Season

I could not say what I wanted to say The etiquette binding on my tongue Was tied too tight.
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Northern District and Circle

I wonder if salmon taste whisky A dead sheep melts into the sand
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Day 16. A Pregnancy Journal.

Day 16. Enter Here Ye Who Have..... I've abandoned all hope. I've begun telling people about my situation, our situation, with resignation. Yesterday I found out that she told her parents a week ago. She had to know, before she made her decision she said, if they would support her in this. Of course her revelation to them brought forth all the baggage and turmoil that we are suffering. I wish she hadn't. They are nice folks and we get along greatly but now of course I am the bad guy who was willing to kill their grandchild.
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Gillian

Mum stood at the door looking anxiously, first at the clock, next at Gillian's hemline. I think it was just starting to dawn on her that perhaps there was another kind of party after all. 'Have fun,' she said with a shakey voice, her hands clasped tight by her navel. I waved goodbye and we headed up the road.
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Maud and Joseph

"Every time it rains it feels like I'm being cleansed! Shouts a man with a guitar, beaming round at the people with umbrellas and hoods hurrying past him. I wander past with my hands in my pockets, rain bouncing off my head. The man is standing with his bare feet apart, grinning straight ahead. He sees me watching him and jumps up, clapping the balls of his feet together in quick succession. "I'm learning to do three! He says, slapping his feet together twice before they land back onto the cobbles. "I'll do it! "I hope you do. I say, without stopping. "I'll call you Mary! He shouts, rain dripping off the end of his nose.
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1989

Wake like adrenaline
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Patterns

When we mop floors, all sorts of complex emotions occur: what has our life become and why do things move in circles and this moment pretty much sums it up, this pretty much says it all.
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Teach me please the theology of fingertips

Teach me please, the theology of fingertips
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Another Saturday Ramble...

After breakfast, I walk into town for some cash and find myself joining in that familiar phenomenon of modern urban paranoia: the ATM Conga. I can understand giving some 'I'm not peeping at your PIN' space to the person currently using the machine. But the gap always seems to knock on to each subsequent person in the queue ' so you end up with a line of 6 people that stretches about 15 yards across the pavement.
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Impress Me With Your Cartwheels

A very drunken man has just left my bar. I accidentally gave him alcohol before I realised how drunk he was. He looked at me too intensely as if he'd forgotten himself. His mouth twitched like there were words inside that wanted to come out.
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The Little Black Dress

Vicky is walking through a narrow mews she has taken quite by accident. She is only a few minutes from the club but feels lost; it is as if miles from anywhere. She comes to a stop outside a shop and gazes up at a little black dress that is short, sleeveless, unassuming. Like me, she thinks. The thought whisks away as her curiosity moves from the dress to the mannequin wearing it. She has long brown hair, brown eyes and sulky lips like she's been waiting for a boyfriend and has reached the moment when she knows he's not going to show up. The mannequin's head is turned to one side and she has one leg slightly raised, as if she has better things to do than just stand there.
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Stone

* Still rummaging through my old diaries. This is another entry I later turned into an article. * A connection broke down somewhere, and a vital message failed to get from his brain to his heart. So it stopped beating. In the midst of life, he literally stopped living.
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Intimacy

"But why me? I asked. I was sitting at the desk on the opposite side of The Captain. The Captain was a large corpulent man given to sudden bouts of anger. The other officers said it was best to butter him up, but I had always found him very fair, without having to slip into unfeigned sycophancy.
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Mary Beth and Joe

I've been reading Roald Dahl, and this is a tribute to his story, Lamb to the Slaughter. 1,700 words.
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wind

The wind wraps the house in a clingfilm of air, we go out and you are wide eyed as the sky Your hat blows off, making you cry. I cradle you in my arms look up at the trees, not dancing but tied by their roots
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Day 12. Standing in the Supermarket Queue Behind April and Destiny.

Day 12. Standing in the Supermarket Queue Behind April and Destiny. You know, the public really lets me down every time. I've been trying lately, of course, to open myself up. I find myself staring at parents, mothers, fathers my age, old couples, little children, babies going by in strollers and bjorns, etc. I don't know what I'm looking for, but I figure if there's something I need, I'll recognize it. I get a lot of empty smiles in return and sometimes I lock horns with the little devils and there's a moment. That happened the other day at the Jons market, standing in the line behind10 month old twins. One of them, the one blithely referred to as April, was stuffing her fat cheeks full of her stubby hands, while clinging to the bosom of her mother or her aunt I couldn't tell the two women apart. The other one - and I'm using their real names here that I overheard - Destiny, could barely hold her head up. Something was clearly wrong. Her eyes were dull and nothing grabbed her attention. She wasn't nursing or sleeping, she just hung there, suspended on the shelf of the other woman's breasts, neither smiling or crying. I looked at her caretakers, whose eyes were also dull and limned with heavy eyeliner. Each of them was very overweight, dangerously so for such young women I would think and in neither case was it child rearing fat. I listened to them speak about the prepackaged, salt laden food substitutes they were buying. Then they talked about the soap opera that afternoon while they swayed in the line like lowing cattle. I wandered into the future with them: bad health, bad habits, bad TV, bad diet, bad grammar, kids with bad porn actress names and bad boyfriends and suddenly I found myself having to hold back a tear because they were so beautiful, so stupidly unaware and beautiful, that I almost couldn't help myself.
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Greta May

SHE was glancing at the night's TV listings in the Standard when she became aware of the man staring at her. Studying her. It's something that just isn't done. Not on the tube.
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Sad Git at Large...

* This is a personal diary entry I wrote last year and which I later turned into an article. I was prompted to dig it out again by Jude's discussion thread on 'Gentrification'. It's a tad self-indulgent. Definitely in 'old fart' mode here... Give us a break, though - it was a bad time!

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