Things I have done since he left

Cherry

By winking_tiger

Fri, 17 Aug 2018
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Things I have done since he left:

retched

cried

peeled off my remaining nail polish

poured a glass of water (but not drunk it)

read each of his 4 texts

found my diary

used loo roll as tissues

tried unsuccessfully to read a book

written

shivered

felt deeply miserable

hated the smell of him on my skin

checked my fit bit 3 times

contemplated counselling 

felt stupid

felt angry

felt lonely

missed my cat

googled publishers (in hope someone is commissioning late night ramblings of the broken hearted)

counted the hours until 7am

drew a smiley face on my thumb

got wet wipes and wiped down the sofa where he was sitting 

wiped my skin too

wondered over and over

what’s wrong with me?

what is wrong with me? 

 

 

Certificate U
Poem
Not That Girl
Romance

Comments

Submitted by skinner_jennifer on

I've been there in the past, it takes a lot of courage to see a light at the end of the tunnel, but life does get better over time.

Jenny.

 

Submitted by Insertponceyfre... on

All three of these very strong pieces will strike a chord with most of us. Two things: 1 - I hope this isn't the about same person  as last year. 2 - Jenny is right

 

Submitted by london_calling79 on

Stunning transformation of pain into art.

 

Submitted by luigi_pagano on

Very good piece. I have a feeling of having read it before. Is this a re-post?

Best wishes, Luigi.

 

 

Submitted by winking_tiger on

Hi Luigi, this isn’t a repost. I’m actually this chronically awful at relationships, so my work has developed a solid theme over the years! Thanks for reading my ramblings! 

Emma