Autobiography

In the classroom, I had no idea what was going on. I had no idea what the teacher was saying. After a week, the teacher handed out quizzes. I had no idea what was written on the piece of paper.

what is one word a word can make hate and then you have your fate before you one kind act and bring a smile to someone face a smile can speed across a million faces

everything is good and a healthy c-section is expected in 4 days, says the doctor so the hours stretch out like deserts with the sacred mountain in view. conversations and distractions

The question of skin related illness, in my own personal case this is psoriasis.

oh summer day lovley day dont ever go away let me just lay here in your warm sun shine summer day what do you say can me and you play i dont want you to ever go away

When the going gets tough......

Lose concentration and let it slip, feel it fall along the sandy grain of your fingertips, I watch as it drops, and I watch as it hits, and I see when it stops on the bottom step, then see as it cracks, and begins to leak. It trickles round, down, between my toes, and looking up at you in the light of the doorway, you looking down at me in the dark water rising at the bottom of the stairs. It fills my mouth and it feels my lungs and it swallows my heart, and I am sand now, I am the shore, and you are water now, you are the ocean, and you stand and look down forgetting I was ever there. Lose concentration and let it slip, feel it fall along the grain of my fingertips.

Inspiration point: kisses

the sort of kissing that's not very enjoyable to a child

i miss you more then you know i miss you every day you know when they sun come up and a new day is here i miss you oh so much my dear one sec you were here we were just living

Love in summertime....

I've been keeping my life running like an old car that's half made of junk-yard parts The clock's busted and the fender's rusted but my character engine can be safely trusted

when someone dies it hard to say good bye.

when our mine is gone it is hard ont he person and the family

Time is no illusion!

morbid seduction I am open to abduction to the unseen realms beyond and I have no shame in admitting I have grown weary of playing the perfect host

we all know someone who there when you call and who there when you fall who take the time to hear you when you feel that you falling who got a shoulder to cry on when you fall

across dark miles of desert sharing our hopes and fears, shared memories and divergent presents Me, I'm talking from a well of pain that echoes and distorts my words

this is great this feeling that i have i dont feel bad or mad i just feel a little ohhhh no one can bring me down i am not going down that road this time let me be crazy

A tester chapter from a short story entitled "A Chinese Wife".

Papi opened his palm And offered me a lollipop. And I, timid as a new-born cactus Yet without spears, accepted. And I took it in my mouth Without knowing what it was.

a couple friends are coming from out of town; I owe one of them a favor and he's keen on it: "They give naked lap dances!" as opposed to the bar in his city I used to be keen on it;

I was in the darkened booth, grey pavlovian rat. I pressed the required button, ear mufflers inverting my fear. Then spin - screech chair rocks. This astronaut

oh sweet smell of youth is still in my heart you and me we go on like ocean tide just singing this love of life and if and when we passways oh yes we remember the days

it's like puzzle pieces that don't quite fit coming together anyway ignoring the rules of the game. who needs another meadow with multi-colored flowers anyway?

Give anything to taste a luscious, ripe morello...

your moving out there no need to shout anymore sat on the stairs looking into air trying to think i was not there close my eyes i can here the day out side trying to get it

Little heartbeat Warm and strong You lie with me I feel your song Gentle breathing Tiny sighs Little dreamer Rest your eyes Wake me lively Bouncing bomb Little heartbeat Thunders on

think if you had four people who knew eachother sitting around table and then this came out..